By Mark Alesia
SportsLine.com Senior Writer
Aug. 12, 2000
INDIANAPOLIS -- Those crazy swimmers. Lots of screws loose, right? Check out
the 100-meter breaststroke at the U.S. Olympic Trials on Friday night.
What's up with that woman who shaved her head and, at first glance, looked
like Chris Mullin?
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| Staciana Stitts cries out with joy as she realizes she's headed for Sydney. (AP) | |
"I could have easily finished third and I wouldn't have gotten all this
attention," 18-year-old Staciana Stitts said after the race.
That would have been a shame, because she didn't shave her head. Stitts has
a condition called alopecia, which is believed to be an immune deficiency
that prevents her from growing hair. Because she made the Olympics by
finishing 1/100th of a second ahead of the third-place swimmer, everyone got
to know a person who seemed impossibly self-assured, given her age, gender
and cosmetic travails.
Stitts finished behind American record holder Megan Quann, a 16-year-old who
displayed her modesty in the postrace news conference by saying of her main
rival in Sydney, "I think she's going down."
Stitts talked about what happened to her hair.
She talked about being a woman with less hair than Dick Vitale, describing
what it was like when it began falling out at age 12.
"I was a brunette," Stitts said. "Straight brown."
There is no current hope that she will be able to grow hair in the future.
Of course, losing hair happens to lots of people, including children, who,
unlike Stitts, have tragic medical problems associated with the condition.
Hers is nothing but a cosmetic situation. But tell that to a 12-year-old
girl.
Tell that to someone who is about to become one of those Olympic stories on
national television.
"It was Christmas of seventh grade when it fell out, and I was devastated,"
Stitts said. "At first, I thought I was really sick and I was really
frightened by it. I told my parents, 'Help me. What's going on? I'm a girl
and I'm losing my hair!'
"I spent a year wearing hats and scarves and hiding from it. My teammates
knew I didn't have hair, but no one at school knew. I was pretty much in
denial. I wasn't thinking that I just needed to be myself. I felt like I was
always hiding from everyone. I always wondered who was staring at me."
Her hair grew back briefly before eighth grade, but it fell out again.
Eventually, she had to face reality. That meant going to school without the
hats and scarves.
"I decided it was no choice to wear a wig," Stitts said. "I would have just
stuck it under a (swimming) cap. That would have been too weird. I decided
to just go as myself. I think I have an edge over (other swimmers) because I
don't have hair. I suggest anybody do it if they have the guts. Or the
stupidity."
Stitts is from Carlsbad, Calif. Her parents call her Stace, using her full
name only if they're mad. Her father wanted to name her Anastasia. Her mom
suggested shuffling the sounds a little. Hence, Staciana. At age 6, she
began swimming competitively.
Stitts, whose older sister swims for the University of Iowa, is going into
her sophomore year at the University of California. As a freshman, she
finished second in the NCAA 100-meter breaststroke and third in the
200-meter breaststroke.
"Berkeley is a little unique," Stitts said, explaining her college choice.
"I didn't feel odd there."
Her performance Friday night was not a surprise. But if she was going to
fail, it was not going to be because of nerves. Stitts listens to rap and
dances before races. She jokes around. She described a recent shaving cream
fight with some other swimmers.
She is on her way to Sydney, where people can stare all they want.
"I've learned to block out all the stares," Stitts said. "Now I'm so
comfortable with it, people just assume I shave my head. It really helped me
to grow, to go to school without hair and have people see me as I truly am."
"You know," she added quickly, with a touch of self-deprecation, "being bald
and seeing my personality shine through."